When Enough is Enough

The numbness
Of today
Brings sorrow
In a passing way
Needing to move
Unable to get up
Shows that my feelings are stuck
Feeling like he has all the control
And there are no comprises
Feeling negative
I could be irrational
I called you durning lunch
Your voice was hushed
You could be cheating
Or i could be loosing it
I guess i needed more
Out of the conversation
But I am left empty once again
Some void i have
Unable to fill
How do i fix it
Can’t do it with a pill
Can’t do it with a person
Can’t do it with therapy
How do i fix it
Can i start today
Can i change my negatives
Into positives
My aching into tenderness
Love for myself
I do not posses
Things needing to be accomplished
Though i am a mess
I guess i will go and use the energy i do have
Put on the mask of the house wife i feel i am
Its the least i can do
He provides
Its the least i can do
Keep a clean home
I feel like thats a huge task
Too big to take on
But i guess with a small step
I’ll find out if i can go on

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