When Enough is Enough

Speaking of not being able to see the positives
My mother
Dare I say despise
Shes a liar
And i was honest with her
Apparently im too stressful
Apparently im not a good enough daughter
Apparently Im doing something wrong
Im sorry I look at it as my fault
Im not there yet where i can look at it as her problem
Im hurt
On a day that was already torture
She betrayed me
Abandoned me
Her own daughter
My brother doesn’t know it
But she did the same to him
I dont’ want to tell him
Its not worth it to hurt him
It won’t affect his life in a positive way
Why hurt him on this holiday
We’re the bad ones
Atleast we have each other
And i have my sister
I do have alot of people
Its just the one person I always look to
Hurts me the most
I want something from her i can’t have

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