Dying Inside

the world as i knew it
is fading fast
supposed to be getting better
instead its crumbling under my feet
my heart is being squeezed
it hurts so bad
to know the man i love
might not last
fighting and misunderstanding
my fault
his fualt
im giving it my all
but its not enough
i don’t want to give up
but if it gets bad enough
i must
that hurts to say
that hurts to think
the man i was supposed to marry
the kids i was supposed to have
could be gone
one day just gone
im so depressed
i don’t want to leave the bed
i want to go to sleep
its only 8
i dread each day
how bad can it get
maybe we’re just not a good fit

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