When Enough is Enough

Where does it lie
And why…why does it have to
Felling the pressure
Can’t live up to your expectations
Drowning with self worry
Am I strong enough
Am I too sensitive
Do I trust my gut
Honestly
I call you to cuddle
You turn off your phone
My love an annoyance
Not a gift
Are you taking me for granted
By accident
Are you loosing sight of the little things
And what they mean to you
and to me
I have to decide
I have to understand
Push and Pull
I feel like my breath just holds still
Why
Where
and When
Did this begin