Rough Drafts of Poems For My Niece

My niece is turning 1 tomorrow. And i basically have no money and want to do something nice. And i figured anyways that she has lots of toys and stuff already. So mike suggested i write her a story or something, so i’ve decided to write her a poem. Its something […]

Sister

So im not the only one, we’re actually having to feel and do the exact same things right now.

And now i know….

Why God made Cat Cat

Well

Well i really dont know what to say, again. But i did really well in the morning at work today, got alot done, i had bad anxiety, but took my meds for it and settled in. During lunch mike and i went over and got the bank statements that i had requested!!! The […]

Rational vs Irrational

Im having a hard time today, alot of things have been going on latley that has either made me sad, angry, or anxious, and i dealt with it well. I’ve been getting better and stronger, and now today the battle is back. Im very upset and im home alone. I asked mike […]

Easter Is Here

So its 2:40am, Mike is asleep, there is no one to call or IM. Im alone with my thoughts, the thoughts that are keeping me awake and torturing my insides. I miss my daddy. I wanted to put a picture of him up here, but i don’t have a scanner, i think […]

Bipolar

Ok so from now on every post i make is going to have the title bipolar…. something about searches in google or wherever and my blog being able to come up … eventually and not just because i spelled marriage consolor wrong lol. Its true i got 3 hits off of people […]

Driving to Work Today

So im driving along listening to the radio and all of a sudden i become very disgruntled about my mother. Yes mother problems. Or should i say the lack of mother problems. I don’t want to call her i don’t want to see her, i really can’t understand a thing she does. […]

poopie

Well i went to the dermatologist and they took a biopsy and gave me ointment. The rash came back as not specified, he said it could be from medicine or laundry detergent. Well i’ve been using the ointment and now the rash is spreading and it hurts shit balls, nothing is […]

Grrr

I hate that fucking sound