Well well well… It has been almost a year since i’ve blogged here. I had started writing in my diary again instead. Not sure what picking this back up will bring. Hopefully more of a variety of things then before.
I went back and re read some posts, very very depressing […]
Filed under: Daily Feelings, No More Egg Rolls on March 1st, 2008 | No Comments »
What do you do
When you’re all alone
I wonder how bear feels now
All alone
Do you think he feels the emptyness
Do you think his thoughts are bleak
Doesn’t look like it
Looks like hes just fine swimming all alone now in the tank
But I must say then when Goldie died he acted very weird for 2 days
Now day 3 […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on May 1st, 2007 | No Comments »
well i don’t know what to say. Im miserable, everything is going to shit and its not getting better. Everytime it looks hopefull everything comes crashing down. Im trying to make it through everyday, mike and i got in a big fight last night, he can never see my point or give […]
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So i have decided that this weekend is going to be full of ups and downs, decisions and indecision. I went on the bpd fourm, i forget the name of it, and it made me feel better. So then i talked to the girl at work and she asked me to come […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on April 28th, 2007 | No Comments »
Im trying so hard not to cry. I don’t know what im going to do when i go home and the house is empty. I don’t know. Im so scared and sad and i can’t even tell him, it wouldn’t be fair to him. I don’t want to eat i don’t […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on April 27th, 2007 | No Comments »
How am i going to get through this weekend im already thinking so irrationaly. Im scared.
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Oh and my fish died this morning Sun… my favorite one poop
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on April 26th, 2007 | No Comments »
The mason thing in AC was good but i think i have the after vacation blues. My stomach is all messed up too. Last week i was soooo hyper and had racing thoughts, this week im really down. hmm… i have to get that blood work done asap. Im at work […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on April 26th, 2007 | No Comments »
Im loosing my mind. Im so full of emotion i don’t even know what emotion goes to what thought or person or anything, i can’t figure anything out. There are some things that i am really bothered by about mike and i right now too. But im at a loss. Even […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on April 20th, 2007 | No Comments »
Well i did alot of talking and thinking on the way to work. I realized this world can kill you, i guess i realized that before since it almost did a couple times, but i guess it sunk in today. So i decided to fight and not let it beat me down
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