When Enough is Enough

The mason thing in AC was good but i think i have the after vacation blues. My stomach is all messed up too. Last week i was soooo hyper and had racing thoughts, this week im really down. hmm… i have to get that blood work done asap. Im at work now, bored out of my mind, i can concentrate, but im just so bored. Des isn’t here so im siting out here alone. I have a feeling this is going to be the longest day ever. And my mind is also on the fact that im going to be alone all weekend. I’ll have bowling friday, and maybe des on sunday. I don’t know. I just don’t want to go to bed alone and wake up alone, i think it will really upset me. I still have no desire to talk to my mom. I think she did keep some of the money, but its not just that, i just don’t want to talk to her at all. I don’t know what to do with myself today. I guess i’ll get back to work.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on April 26th, 2007