When Enough is Enough

Ok so from now on every post i make is going to have the title bipolar…. something about searches in google or wherever and my blog being able to come up … eventually and not just because i spelled marriage consolor wrong lol. Its true i got 3 hits off of people that spelled it like i did and found my site Maybe i’ll just target all the bad spellers, that would be easy for me. anyways, so im having some apple martinis YUM smoking a cigar… CAO Karmasutrasplash. I had it for the first time at the cigar social at the lodge, it was yummy im addicted to CAO flavored cigars in general but this takes the cake, and i have to say even over moontrance… anyway i guess i’ll save all that for the cigar section in here…that i don’t ever keep up on, just like latley i haven’t kept up on this site at all. Well that has to change, because i need to record what i do and say every day…no not every mundane detail but signifigant things and feelings….. i need to chart my progress, because its hard to trust my mind, but its also hard to trust someone elses. So instead of getting into the details of last night… well i don’t know maybe i should…no even though this is my blog i guess there are just some things people don’t need to know.
Today i woke up and worked downstairs while mike was upstairs and we worked from like 9 or so to 6 or so. I didn’t bother him, except to ask work questions. So i did good today. Now we’re drinking and smoking cigars and watching tv. Im trying to shut up even though i just want to talk cause thats how i get when im drunk, but hes watching tv so i thought i’d write in here instead of seeming needy or annoying him. I hope its working. Cause damn this sucks a lot. Damo is online so thats nice, he had a rough night too so i feel bad.
So whatever i got my meds from the dermatologist finally so yey.
Um i like to fart and poo. Its exhilarating… i don’t like to spell as you can probably tell. I love my cat, and the other kitties too, the 3 fishies are so fun and relaxing, except when bear tries to eat sun…that sucks, i yell at him but it doesn’t work…..stupid fish. I never see them poo. I want to see it lol, i wonder what it looks like, do fish pee? or do they do both at once…hmmm…. i would ask them but mike would think i was nuts, even more then he already does, but damn i want to know. I guess thats what google is for….. hmm.. thats an option
http://zenandjuice.com/word/2004/11/26/do-fish-pee/
No fucking way fish really do pee LOL omg thats so funny, but wouldn’t the whole tank be pee after awhile unless thats just our tank cause we add water instead of changing it. Don’t call the fish police on us, we just suck. heheheheee. next day i have off im going to watch them all day to see if i can see anything cause thats just neat. ok i guess i’ll go, one martini left then well, im not sure but wow, thats all i’ll need, i forgot how much more fun inside thoughts are (including writing them instead of saying them)!!!!

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on April 7th, 2007