So i have decided that this weekend is going to be full of ups and downs, decisions and indecision. I went on the bpd fourm, i forget the name of it, and it made me feel better. So then i talked to the girl at work and she asked me to come […]
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Im trying so hard not to cry. I don’t know what im going to do when i go home and the house is empty. I don’t know. Im so scared and sad and i can’t even tell him, it wouldn’t be fair to him. I don’t want to eat i don’t […]
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How am i going to get through this weekend im already thinking so irrationaly. Im scared.
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Oh and my fish died this morning Sun… my favorite one poop
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The mason thing in AC was good but i think i have the after vacation blues. My stomach is all messed up too. Last week i was soooo hyper and had racing thoughts, this week im really down. hmm… i have to get that blood work done asap. Im at work […]
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Im loosing my mind. Im so full of emotion i don’t even know what emotion goes to what thought or person or anything, i can’t figure anything out. There are some things that i am really bothered by about mike and i right now too. But im at a loss. Even […]
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Well i did alot of talking and thinking on the way to work. I realized this world can kill you, i guess i realized that before since it almost did a couple times, but i guess it sunk in today. So i decided to fight and not let it beat me down
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My niece is turning 1 tomorrow. And i basically have no money and want to do something nice. And i figured anyways that she has lots of toys and stuff already. So mike suggested i write her a story or something, so i’ve decided to write her a poem. Its something […]
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So im not the only one, we’re actually having to feel and do the exact same things right now.
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Why God made Cat Cat
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