When Enough is Enough

He left to go to masons
And i cried
Right as he was walking out the door
I made him upset
I don’t know why i get like this
It doesn’t happen all the time
I said i was working on not acting like that
But i failed tonight
I really does hope he has fun
Im supposed to go out at 830
But i don’t know if i want to anymore
I want to be with him tonight
I won’t be with him all day tomorrow
Besides the money
Thats also why i want to work 5 days a week
So i don’t have to be alone all day
I can be out and about
And with him is nice
He went to masons
And hes not coming back
Thats how it feels
Im so sad
I don’t know what to do about tonight
I guess we’ll see if hes done by 830
I have to make cigarettes
And besides
How many times should i write
That im sad and miss him
How many lines of that will it take
For me to feel better
Like i’ve gotten this empty feeling out
Overwhelming feeling
I know that im not being rational
So why won’t it go away
We had such fun together today
Oh well

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on February 1st, 2007