Sunday Morning

So its Sunday morning, my last morning to sleep in and mike sets the alarm ass early DAMN IT. So im up happy and hyper, hes already in the computer room doing whatever. Im calling for cat because i can hear him meowing, but the little lovable bastard isn’t coming lol! He […]

GRRRR

Well we got into a fight about something work related…now im super anxious and can’t let it go. I asked him to take me home after work today because now im really not in the mood to go to Al’s house. I just want to go home and lay on the couch and […]

Trying To Put Into Practice

Im doing my best to not bug him. Usually as soon as he gets online i say hi or something. But i didn’t today, i want to so bad LOL how corny am i. I have to read the book today and practice, make cigarettes, vacuum and go to the super […]

This blog must be so redundant. I have the same problems over and over, and mike and i talk about them over and over. And i feel bad because i haven’t changed yet over and over. Too needy annoying, can’t leave him alone at work, it goes on and on. And […]

PMS

Damn today sucks, i guess its pms, thats what im blaming this horrible mood on. Im miserable and don’t feel like sitting in this hot office anymore today. I just want to go home, i don’t want to go to ceramics tonight, i just want to go home. But i have […]

Tonight

Tonight was up and down, its not as bad as i thought it was going to be. I was annoyed at our other team and stuff, but other than that i was ok, but i did text him alot. He was so happy to see me when i got home and said he […]

Thats how i feel, like grabbing PA and letting go. Im acting like a child. I don’t have a choice I have to go. He has to do work. He went to get his hair cut i hope i see him again before i leave but i won’t get my hopes […]

Valentines Day

This morning was sooooooo great I went downstairs to get our coffee and there on the couch was a HUGE stuffed white bunny with a wrapped present and card in his arms!!! YEY!!! heheheh so i grabbed them and went upstairs and gave mike his gift and card, and we had tons […]

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Work on Monday

So i got my paycheck and it is less then i thought it was going to be its not horrible but its really not good either, i would say its closer to half then it is to 2/3’s. Oh well It will help though. I have some work to do, […]