When Enough is Enough

i don’t know where to start
I feel so off
I can’t explain it
Don’t know if its my meds or not
Can’t make phone calls
Can’t do anything

Well i went away for a while and made my car payment i just hope its not too late because it won’t post till monday…. i forget how many days the grace period is. Oh well i’ll just hope.

Last night mike and i were having a discusion about where countries are on what continent and i had no idea. I felt so stupid and realized i know nothing about anything….. i retained nothing from school and never went to college…soo….that leaves me at the bottom of the barrel at the moment. But the weird thing is i don’t want this to be so but i also don’t want to go to college. Im scared of it…. i could barley get through high school how would i get through college. I don’t know maybe i’ll figure out how to learn things on my own where there will be no papers or tests or teachers or students LOL.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on January 20th, 2007