Made a decision

So i bought mike a card yesturday….. i put that i would sign anything he wanted me to if it means staying together. I decided that its just a piece of paper and that we’ll probably never have to use it anyway. If it puts his mind as ease i’ll do it. Am i upset about it still….of course. I can’t shake the feeling that he doesn’t trust me, but i have faith that i’ll get over that in time.

So i go back to work in 2 weeks, i have a consolors appointment sometime this week but i haven’t checked when i hope i didn’t miss it. I guess i’ll look right now since im worried about it. YEY its not until monday thank goodness. I was hoping it wasn’t today because im going over dinyels to be with her today. I have to call my mom to see if my check came in so i can make my car payment. The only reason i haven’t called her is out of lazyness, my phone is in my car and i haven’t felt like getting it, how pathetic is that my car payment is 7 days late, i think i have a 10 day grace period so i guess im ok, but if it didn’t come in im going to be worried. Ok that inspired me to go get my phone. YEY she said my check came in so i’ll go get that tomorrow. UGH that means i have to see her though that sucks.

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