Yesturday

So yesturday at work we did the big move to the new office, i think it went well. Poor mike was running around like crazy. But it was nice to be at work, and i love working with mike. Then we went home, turns out our heat wasn’t working so mike had […]

First 2 days back and one day off

Well i went back to work for 2 days then now i have off today. I just wanted to stop in and say that sometimes i really can’t stand my mother and think she is a hypocrite or however that is spelled. Anyway i have to go to her house now but i […]

:(

I’m very depressed today, mike and i have been fighting all morning and afternoon. I don’t even want to go into the details, my mind is all sporatic. But right now im left feeling like a faliure even though mike didn’t mean it that way. Mike says hes the center of my […]

Here we are again

It came back, im bad without mike again. I really miss him right now, and im not going to see him tonight either. im quite upset. I feel like, i don’t know how i feel, but i can physically feel it. Its like im lost. Im scared right now about […]

AAAHHH

i don’t know where to start
I feel so off
I can’t explain it
Don’t know if its my meds or not
Can’t make phone calls
Can’t do anything
Well i went away for a while and made my car payment i just hope its not too late because it won’t post till monday…. i forget how many days the […]

Made a decision

So i bought mike a card yesturday….. i put that i would sign anything he wanted me to if it means staying together. I decided that its just a piece of paper and that we’ll probably never have to use it anyway. If it puts his mind as ease i’ll do it. […]

needing to make a decision

I don’t even know how to act now
He wants a pre nup if we get married
Im so unbelivably hurt its horrible
Does he think im a money grubbing whore
Does he not trust me
Could i ever sign one of those
Dooming our marrige into divorce
Does this mean i should cut my losses and run
They are not losses though
They […]

Getting Better GO EAGLES

YEY the eagles won!!!!! We went to don and lynns house for football it was tons of fun. Lynn and i finished a bottle of apple martinis and had 2 glasses of cream wiskey. I laugh so hard when im around them!!!! Pete’s mom died so its sad. Barb, his […]