When Enough is Enough

Im lonley
Even though i shouldn’t be
Its my fault
Mike keeps saying i need a hobby
And not him
I don’t mean to make him my “hobby”
He has off today
Went golfing with everyone
The one thing I can’t do
So im sitting here
Alone
I guess its worse knowing he has off
And is not here
He took me out to dinner last night
Im thankful for that
It was sweet
Why am I like this
Hes going to leave me if i don’t change
And thats still no motivation
Maybe when i go back to work
Things will be different
I’ll be doing something
It will make everything better
I have a month though
Maybe i can change before that
Get on my feet as an individual
I mean I don’t mind the way I am
Mike wants more though
I don’t know if i can give him more
I just don’t have anything in me right now

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on December 28th, 2006