When Enough is Enough

So I can’t get to my blog, im upset. Mike has been gone since 1030am and its not 230, he said he would only be a couple hours he always says that on Saturday. Im not upset at him for having a life. Im upset with me for not having one. Im upset with myself for having no motivation to do anything. Im upset the cigarette machine won’t work. I have to go buy cigarettes now and I only have 25.00 to my name for another 3 weeks at the least. Im watching one of my favorite movies but its not cheering me up. I should probably get up and shower and get dressed that would be the right thing to do. I’ll do that after im done writing. I don’t even know what to say besides Im upset . I don’t want to go to group next week only because I know I have to get gas first and I don’t know where to go. I can get directions from mike I guess. I also have to pick up someone which I don’t mind except that I forget where to go. I think I remember but I hate going places I don’t remember. I emailed michelle, she never emailed me back about this weekend so I know its not happening, but im worried about her health. I just hope she is ok, I also emailed my cousin. I hope they write back soon. I guess I have nothing else to say …… nothing went on. I did bad at bowling last night, but my friend mike and I are going on Monday to practice because I have 3 free games. I wish I was getting more on this Friday coming up but I didn’t do good enough to. So I won’t be able to practice next week unless mike and I go on Tuesday.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on December 5th, 2006