Lonley

Im lonley
Even though i shouldn’t be
Its my fault
Mike keeps saying i need a hobby
And not him
I don’t mean to make him my “hobby”
He has off today
Went golfing with everyone
The one thing I can’t do
So im sitting here
Alone
I guess its worse knowing he has off
And is not here
He took me out to dinner last night
Im thankful […]

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on December 28th, 2006 | No Comments »

thoughts

Well, mike and i talked a bit and he agreed this past week things have gotten better, but thats not what i want to write about.
Christmas time, expensive, time consuming, having to go in stores Christmas time. But what you get out of it is better then the torture im sure. I just […]

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on December 20th, 2006 | No Comments »

Getting there

Today i went to the bank, the the pharmacy, and am doing laundry. I also had a pot and a half of coffe, that might have something to do with it. But as i got dressed, kinda dressed, still in passable pj pants and a big coat to cover my shouldn’t go outside […]

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on December 15th, 2006 | 1 Comment »

Being home

Well theres lots to say
Mike and i had a long talk about the way i am
I may have lost my way a bit
Actually i haven’t really found my way yet
It was a rude awakening call to realize i could loose him
Im trying to change I really am
But it won’t happen over night
I think he expects […]

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on December 14th, 2006 | 1 Comment »

Wrote in group

Many multi faced personas
Which one today
They all burn with a fury
Can’t keep one at bay
They spin they turn
They never learn
Angel and demon
Sorrow and joy
Fear and comfort
Seems to be thier ploy
Put on the plain happy face
To show the world your’re in a better place
They need not ask
Questions they need not worry
Don’t feel like saying anything
Other then […]

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on December 9th, 2006 | 1 Comment »

Im bored, we’re watching a movie which is nice but im hyper so I decided to write. We just got done making 11 dozen cocoa ginger crisp cookies, they are so good!!! But I can’t believe we made that many!!!!! I have nothing to say really… im waiting to hear back from people […]

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on December 5th, 2006 | 1 Comment »

So I can’t get to my blog, im upset. Mike has been gone since 1030am and its not 230, he said he would only be a couple hours he always says that on Saturday. Im not upset at him for having a life. Im upset with me for not having one. […]

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