Tired
Im drained
Im tired from every aspect of the spectrum
I want to go back to bed
I know i can’t
Im drained
Im tired from the running around
The ups and downs
Will do that to you
I keep falling
And pushing and scratching
To get back up
So much energy used
Im drained
Im tired and want to go back to sleep
I can hide under the covers
I can stay warm and cozy it would be great
Anyway
I miss
I miss alot
Yes I do
Although mike and i were better last night
I still miss
I miss alot of things
I miss when i was the happiest i ever was in life
I miss when i lived alone and was independent
I miss when i lived here and we didn’t fight
I miss when i was excited and could work
I miss when i was excited about life
And not scared by it
Oh well I don’t know
Im supposed to be happy today
We have company
I should be happy
I should be doing things and stuff
Oh well
I guess im done writing
I can’t write this feeling
Its emptiness
Empty around 3 other people
One of which are mike
And still
empty
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on November 18th, 2006
You are not empty. You have a lot inside of you. Unfortanitly the bad makes it hard to see all the good that is still in you. You are tired, but you should be, going through all of this thing that is called life. You have done so much, and should be proud of that!