Death
Did i come close to it
I dont remember
mike was talking and i was talking
and it is all a blur
he said he sat there for 3 hours wondering
if i was going to die
I don’t know what i did to myself
But i do know
That was
Something
For many reasons
I was off the right meds
And fell
Fell hard
Dinyel was there for me
Mike was there for me
I remember mikes dad coming up
Damien showed up it was nice
But too many people scared me
I was embarrased
Very
It wasn’t my fault
I wasn’t in my right mind
Im alive though
I have a second
Yet should i say third chance
Who knows how many chances this is
But each time im close to death
I wake up alive
With a new perspective on life
Its ok
So i was taken in an ambulance
But i got right in
the charcol
The daze
The love mike has for me
The hurt that i make
By accident
Still selfish
I have to learn
To grow up
I have to learn
To deal
I have to get a new pysciatrist
Help me
And I will Help you
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on October 22nd, 2006
It was a scary time, and you have to look past the what did happen, but rather what will be better now that you are on the other side, and safe. So many people care for you, and will stop at nothing to make you better; don’t be embarrassed at those who were there to help, be happy you have everyone there for you. Nothing is a simple clear cut issue, everything has so many intricate interacting details, now you see the path you need, as do I, and although this past week was rough on all, everyone is still here, everyone is better, and the path has been illuminated for all to follow.
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