When Enough is Enough

Could it be
A break from the insanity
A new beautiful world
I have seen for the first time
In a week
Leaves are changing
People are smiling and laughing
Walking with no problem
Spending time with the one i love
He spoils me
Today I will not let fear take over
For today I will stay focused
On the good and win the fight
That goes on in my head
Resist the urge to fall and cry
Instead rise above and be suprised
Realize and accept
The love that surronds me
I am blessed and I have to use that
Let God take over and be my wings
My heart is heavy
And my mind a blur
I bought a book today
God, who am i
I saw it in a thift store
Last time I bought a book in a thrift store
It was the exact book I need at that time
It was Jane Eyre
I asked Mike if we could go to church tomorrow
Which is really unlike me
So I had God on my mind already
And the book seemed to pop out at me
So i went with my gut
I’ll read it today or tonight
Cleaning to be done but
For the first time
In a long time
I want to
I want everything neat and orderly
Im back today full force
Mike had to pick up the slack
Of me not doing well this week
So now i will get back to daily activites
Gatta go
Love you all that reads this

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on October 14th, 2006