When Enough is Enough

I feel like i’ve lived a whole life span, from 3 years old to 24 years old in one weekend. So im on a search .. for me..well and my cat. But i feel like i’ve had an awakening… im not that 8 year old scared little girl that needs to be protected anymore, i am 24 and need to find that age and myself, i never grew up. I stayed that scared little girl everynow and then throughout my adult hood. I can be completly independent and fine. or i can be the other way. Im lost right now. I have to find inside what i am and what i want to be and my thoughts need to remain in the present. I need to stop being whatever and take responsibility. This is a horrible dipiction of what im thinking and everything, its too strong to write for me. But i need cat to come home, i really need him.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on September 4th, 2006