nothing

So today i feel no pain, im out of it, but can still feel happiness sometimes…but i feel like im high its very hard to explain due to the fact that i don’t really know why, i mean i do but i don’t want to talk about it really. Its a good feeling though, [...]

just a side thought fond memory

Mike kissed away my tears the other day… theres nothing to say to explain what that felt like and what it meant to me so im not even going to try.

one of these days … help me

Here it goes, i had a weird dream durning the night that made me anxious and angry, i woke up went back to bed, woke up went back to bed, and it continued until this morning when i got up for work, i woke up went to get ready got confused went back to bed, [...]

Being Alone

Today is another squishy girl day where i just want to be loved and not be alone and feel good…. when mike left to go to his brothers i got very upset and my friend damien was getting offline and i felt all alone for no reasons, i talked to Damien about it and he [...]

read this second

On the plane on our way home. Mike said its like flying with a 4 year old, and laughed. Hes right and I love him for it. Early, btw I have the window seat, it looked as if the clouds were floating on top of the water, it was absolutely beautiful they have [...]

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Last day here at the show im sitting on the balcony looking at the Ocean and the Sky. There really is a sky line and there green and blue water do exist. This has been one of the best experiences in my life. The vibe, the business…everything the play the view. [...]

YEY

Ok so i did it….. i stayed up last night…… studied went over with my friend alot of things, learned alot. I did it by smoking, smoking, and drinking coffee. LOL hey weird combo but it worked. LOL.
Im going to read over my stuff when the bosses go to lunch and do [...]

Ok so i have no energy what so ever. none. I ate lunch today now i feel like im going to fall asleep at my desk. i have to go over to my moms house tonight cause i didn’t go last night, and to the pharmacy….. then to mikes to do laundry [...]