When Enough is Enough

Today is a new day…I am very happy very awake now, drinking my slimfast on my lunch break.

I was at the store this morning… nothing bad. Took in some good stuff. Figured out with Robert the listing he wants me to do. That will be a project but I will work on that this afternoon. I don’t want to but i will.

Things are good, not much to say…last night was a good night for me i was a little down and anxious when i got home, but i smoked, played on my laptop, then one of mikes friends stopped by and it scared the crap out of me because I didn’t know if he knew or what the deal was…wound up hes the only one that does know and everything turned out fine. Mike had been working all day at the house, he took the day off from work to do his electrical. When i got home the kitchen fan was on the floor and there was a strip of wall missing and a mess all over the floor. I had really wanted to relax and not do anything but i knew mike worked so hard all day so i cleaned up the mess made dinner and then asked him to clean up. I just didn’t have it in me I was so tired. I always get really tired after I eat. Thats why cleaning up afterwards is such a problem. We watched TV as we ate, then i got on the laptop to do some work, watched a little more tv then went up to bed.

GOOD NEWS…. when i went up to bed mike came up 5 min later and we had sex…. it was such a nice suprise. He usually stays downstairs to watch tv but he came up and we had some us time…it was amazing im so grateful for that. YEY

HAHAHAHA sorry if that was a tmi for anyone…but i have to be honest after all it is my journal. LOL

So i will take my lunch break until 2 …. one more half hour of nothing and then I will get to work.

My plan tonight is to give myself 20 min to unwind and then read that manual and make notes as much as possible, then do that again tomorrow durning the day if i can and at night. I have to learn it in 2 days really. Maybe instead of doing the listing I will learn the software today at 2. I think that is more important I can work on the listing tomorrow.

Wow these slimfasts really fill you up…anyway thats my day and im grateful for a happy one And thanks to everyone who supported me and helped me through a rough time i really appriciate it

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on August 29th, 2006