When Enough is Enough

The fear the pain the agony grips you and twists you round and round
anxiety pulling from both ends
Until you snap
Please don’t let me snap … not here not now not infornt of all these people
2 more hours
Then i can call
Then i can get the pills
My life is ruled by pills
What a disaster i used to be
Right back there now
Why won’t
Why can’t
He understand how
Maybe hes too busy
Maybe he doesn’t see clearly
Maybe all he cares about is something else
Where do i have to go
No where to run
No where to hide
Im drowning inside
Drowning with fear
Drownign without a fight
I must
I must
Put up a fight
Can’t give up
Can’t give in
To the world of terror
My brain lives in

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on August 28th, 2006