When Enough is Enough

hehehehee…. mike has work to do after 430 so im sticking around here and waiting for him to leave so i can go to his house. So i figured I will write.

My day went ok, I just saw Erin today. She said the reason i crash in the afternoons is because of my ADD medicine. Then I realized that they have been giving me the wrong prescription. They have been giving me 10mg when i’m supposed to be on 20mg … hmm no wonder i go down later in the afternoons, not the right mg. Thats good to know, she said someone will call me back today….. so thats good. Get it straightened out. I totaly forgot my prescription today too!!!! I needed to fill it, but then again i have no money until tomorrow. And we have to leave here at 3 to go to the auction. So i won’t be able to get it filled until early saturday morning. Oh well thats ok i can last one day.
I wonder what the wedding/blessing will be like, if i’ll be nervous or something. hmmm…. i dunno im excited and im sure it will be fun! But i lost the invitation again and really need to find it for the directions goodness. If i don’t find it tonight i will call mike and ask him again. Opsie .

I wore my hair down today which i know doesn’t seem like a big deal but its been months since i have its getting long, touches my shoulders i like it cause its kinda curly but not… i love it . im so excited to see how long i can go.

Im sleepy but have so much to do. I fell completly asleep waitng for Erin. Right in the waiting room in front of everyone. She gave me a sleeping pill for just incase i can’t sleep at night. I was on this one before…Trazadone and it knocks me out. So i decided if im still wide awake at like 11 i’ll take it…. well maybe.

I have to do so much, i’ve been slacking. Oh well. I wonder if smoking has something to do with it. …. but i don’t care, i love to. I have to tonight if im painting. That is so much more fun…LOL…i love it i get ideas. I see things where they should be in a way no one else sees them. Well they see them but they don’t feel them the way i do. They feel them the way they do. Which I love about art, Thats why i don’t title them ever. I want people to go into it with a clear open mind and decide what they want to see. Some like them more then others…. others i feel that they don’t see the depth of it. But thats ok with me too….Thats why i don’t sell them really and very rarely make them for people, im afraid they won’t like it. But this one is going to be a present, and i painted mike one for i forget what holiday or occasion. I don’t remember. But it was full of passion and differnet from how i normally paint. I normaly make every line as stright and clean cut as i can, this one was not like that. Had such love and sexual tones in it.. i painted freely…. you can’t tell that by looking at it…but he knows when i paint it comes from my heart. I think i have a different idea for this painting…it will take a lot longer to do, for i got a big canvas. But it will be worth it, but i have to finish it today. I might not have time tomorrow….so i would like it done tonight, i can do it because i feel like painting and am excited about it. So thats good!!!!

Im still waiting for mike, the boss came out and is asking him to do more things…i have a feeling i will be here forever. too bad he didn’t give me his keys i could’ve went back to his house and waited for him. Oh well

lets see what else..hmmm….im drawing a blank but afraid to stop writing for fear i won’t have anything else to do lol. im starving i didn’t eat lunch…i can’t wait, we’re having pasta and meatballs for dinner with bread OMG im so excited i’ve been craving it since yesturday. I love love love love pasta with red sauce (or gravy as i like to call it , but mike always corrects me and tells me its sauce and not gravy lol, hes always busting on the italian in me heheheheeheh). But yum. Damn i wish the bosses would leave so he could…and i wonder if they wonder why im still here. oh well maybe after the accountant leaves i will wait outside or something depending on how long he is going to be. i just asked him and he said hes leaving soon . So yey!! thats good i cant’ wait. I’m going to eat chips and dip when i get home as a snack to hold me over until dinner. yippie. Im starving and i love chips and dip…i just hope there is not a lot of traffic…hehehehehe i hate being hungry and stitting in traffic…but it is 5 so we will probably hit the worst of it. That is stinky poo. Oh well heheheheheheheeee….. well one boss just left the other is still here…one down one to go …lets see what mike does hahaha. I just got peanut chews from our little box in the kitchen yum…heheheheheheehehe YEYEYEYEYEYYEYEYEYEYE chocolate is sooo good i wanted a snickers but this will do i love theese.

Poor people who are reading this its filled with blabbering. Sorry about that

I just thought of something, i remember when i first started working here and mike and i had gotten close he would stay until midnight till i left work…always….how sweet was that. LOL now if that happened i’d be on my own, that new stuff wore off hahahahahahaha…

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on July 27th, 2006