When Enough is Enough

Obviously i got confused and did something wrong while adding a category, i appologize for writing the same thing twice…although i did make a few minor changes to it LOL…. anyway
So my car will be done today…. brakes oil change and air compressor, thank gosh for warrenties. Just a deductable, except im sure they will charge me for my breaks…even though i just asked them for an estimate, i think they are doing them anyway…weird but oh well whatever it will be all done and taken care of…TODAY YEYEYEYEYEYYEYEYEYEYEEEYE… i hate being without a car or having a rental. When i bring my car in to get fixed and they keep it over night if its a warrenty thing they give me a free rental car….but im so scared to drive them LOL , God forbid i get into an accident goodness. I would be sooo scared…i drive like an old lady in them. heheheheheee….
What else do i have to say today…today i am loving life, trying not to think of the future hell i will be in at work in a month…but i am doing well with it. I am living in the moment and not having an anxiety attack. So thats a plus
This morning I went down to get my clothes out of the dryer, that i had asked mike to put in like 2 nights ago, to my suprise he never did it and my clothes had to be dried ….so at 8am when i am supposed to leave for work i got back in bed, yum that felt good, mike and i were joking around listening to preston and steve, it was great… we had so much fun…then went and dropped my car off, came to work at like 945, i was happy and smiling in a good mood, made the day go by quicker
We’re trying to decide if i can go to miami with him for a convention. I would need a crash course in the buisness, i don’t grasp things quickly i get confused easily. So i hope i can do it. I hope i can afford it…that would be great … oh well…. if not, theres always another time, but i want to see my new friends I love them so much … it would be so great! I just want to know what one is like ….. i want to see mike in action…i find that so attractive how he handles himself with people and buisness… and i do want to learn more about the industry in general. i think it would be a good thing for me to go all around…help me with my sales and people skills to. And how to conduct myself at business functions. The only thing i am afraid of is embarassing him…. i don’t want to do that. That would be horrible. I could embarrass him by not knowing enough or acting silly, or getting drunk by accident…or anything im so unpredicatable. Oh well.
Im excited about just being able to go back to Mike’s tonight…i love not having to do anything after work. I’ve been smoking more stuff lately and i hope he doesn’t get frustated by it.
Now im stressing him out i think about going to miami ………………………………… ugh i don’t want him stressed. I would love to go though. It would be such a nice thing, going on an airplane and everything oh boy! Being with cyndalie on her birthday hopefully!!!!!
Oh well things will work out.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on July 20th, 2006