Pain in the butt, i wrote a bunch of stuff and then when i went to post it our internet pooped out. Oh well LOL here i go again…. but for the first time for all of you!!
So overwhelmed right now, im excited nervous stressed, a little of everything. Excited and nervous about […]
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hehehehee…. mike has work to do after 430 so im sticking around here and waiting for him to leave so i can go to his house. So i figured I will write.
My day went ok, I just saw Erin today. She said the reason i crash in the afternoons is […]
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Seriously…this has been quiet a surreal morning…. Time feels like it has slowed to a crawl. The clock said I was late leaving the house, the car said i wasn’t. Traffic traffiic, everything slow…. but i was only 10 min late somehow. Now im sitting here … SO SLOW each minute […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on July 25th, 2006 | 1 Comment »
Weird emotions
Fucking with my brain
The past to the present
Is it all the same
Moving towards a goal
So far out of reach
Paying for it but not accepting it
Regret
Questions I have for you
Blame
Guilt
What a shame
Don’t want to leave the house
Want to stay where its safe
Am I lazy
Or is it something else
I wonder about myself
Confused by my own actions
And […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on July 24th, 2006 | No Comments »
It is beautiful out and i am sitting outside just thinking
Remising
Of just yesturday
When he eyes were so deep
His touch so emotional
His laughter beautiful to my ears
It began a new
Everything was rich and pure
The core of my body bursting
With something more than love
How is that possible
Could it be
Something Everlasting
Has falledn upon me
Great […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on July 23rd, 2006 | 1 Comment »
Obviously i got confused and did something wrong while adding a category, i appologize for writing the same thing twice…although i did make a few minor changes to it LOL…. anyway
So my car will be done today…. brakes oil change and air compressor, thank gosh for warrenties. Just a deductable, except im […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on July 20th, 2006 | No Comments »
From birth to death
You find moments to take a breath
Life slows
Your soul flows
Life quickens
And well
The little things get lost
The ups and downs
The turn arounds
Stormy weather
Breaks into sunshine
At some point
Like the ocean
Can be calm steady and serene
Then agitageted and swelling
Waves breaking upon the helpless shore
And that my friends
Is the cycle
The goal
The goal
Is to float through it […]
Filed under: Poetry on July 20th, 2006 | No Comments »
Waiting
And Waiting
Just like everyone else
You’re locked in
This is your life line
To stay as sane as possible
Anxiety builds
You’ll get relief
Its just the waiting
Meds
I need them
Something I can’t walk away from
Now matter how badly I want to run
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From birth to death
You find moments to take a breath
Life slows
Your soul flows
Life quickens
And well
The little things get lost
The ups and downs
And turn arounds
Stormy weather
Breaks into sunshine
At some point
Like the ocean
Can be calm steady and serene
Then agitaged swelling
Waves breaking upon the helpless shore
And that is the cycle
The goal The goal
Is to float through it all
Ride […]
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So I got a phone call from my mom at the end of work yesturday saying my step dad wanted to see a written budget from me. I flipped out…obviously if you read previous entries of yesturday it was a bad day to begin with, this just put me over the edge. I […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on July 19th, 2006 | No Comments »
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