Started off good

This day started off great…i was sooo happy mike and i were having fun over icq in the morning then had a great lunch with his dad, then i talked to my mom and it went down hill from there. Now i just want to go home and go to bed. I’m supposed [...]

Well

Well here it goes. Nothing much goes. Only physical pain from that time of the month, i feel awful. The concert is tonight and i should be really excited but these cramps are making it not so as much…. :(…… Oh well. Maybe i will pick up some midol. [...]

My sister

My sister lost her baby. what else can i say, when i found out this weekend i cried my heart feels heavy i just talked to her, i can’t believe this happened. To all people…them. Why. Im so sad so angry so …. everything all at once, i need to be holding [...]

I didn’t write all weekend

Weird. I wanted to but was just busy and the times i wasn’t, i just wanted to sit there. Friday night i went to dinyel’s and had a great night, slept over then went back to my mom’s and cleaned up a bit and sat with them until like 130 then they took [...]

After lunch

I’m leaving at 230 today to go to see Erin. Im so excited because i just stuffed myself with 7-11 food, cheese steak rolls (2) and a taco roll (1) oh and some bbq chips LOL LOL , i was hoping not to get full so i can have all the pizza in the [...]

I AM SO BOTED. It is friday. It is sunny. It is so boring in here. Its only been a hour and i really can’t take it already. Both bosses came in Desiree called out, and mike isn’t here yet. Talk about fun. If i do my work, [...]

doing my homework

Mike got me really upset by something he did at work. It is about work it is not personal, but i stopped arguing with him and let it go. If he was anyone else I would of dropped it. I said what i had to say and hes not going to change [...]

Even Better

Im getting even better as the day goes on, even though it is raining out and i just want to be in bed under the covers with my teddy bear and my cat and my book that i can’t put down. LOL. But other than that im in a really good mood, im [...]

Better

Mike made me feel better by sending me this http://sexfaq.com/morning.gif.
Its a teddy bear that calls you over to give you a hug…animated. Made me smile. I still feel like shit but i do feel a bit of softening in my heart now.

gggrrr

I feel like it is a grrr of a day. I am not in a good mood, i do not want to be at work, i feel like i don’t want to be anywhere or around anyone. I am giving myself a week or a few days anyway to pull back from Mike, [...]