When Enough is Enough

Ok, so I did the work i had to do, drove 75 miles to do it…now it is 230 and im about to pass out. I thought i was going to while i was driving… yuck. So now im sitting her with nothing to do but look at the computer screen. No emails to write, no one to chat with online, nothing. I am going to my moms and taking a nap. They won’t be there so that is great. Mike is going to call me when hes done getting his tire fixed and then I’m going to go over there. I wish i could just sleep at his house, just incase i fall asleep for a long time, but oh well, can’t do that. I just want to sleep there cause im so much more comfortable and my kitty is there and everything, and then i wouldnt have to see my mom at all. I hope it doesn’t take him long to fix the tire .

Other than that, other than being bored, nothing absolutley nothing is going on. My b-day is next thursday thats fun. And the 4th of July is coming. Im taking off of work Monday and we have off Tuesday so it will be a 4 day weekend. Perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im so happy about that. We might go down to rehobeth im not sure either way i won’t be at work so i’m happy! I don’t think im doing anything for my b-day. thats ok, im getting old anyway no need to go nuts LOL. The only thing i wish i could do is go to the beach bar in AC. that would be sweet, maybe over the next weekend one day we can go. I’ll pay for it, all Mike has to do is come with me LOL.

I just slumped farther down in my chair…oppsie that is not a good sign. Coffee yeah if there is any left i’ll make that. Damn for anyone latley who reads this just gets to read the same thing over and over everyday. Seriously…I feel like this is office space without all the funniness. Same shit different day. Always. Sorry people LOL but this is how for now, i get through my day.

I have to drop off my prescription today no matter what…. im sure thats not helping …the ADD medicine, then i’ll pick it back up on the way to mikes. I only have a hour and a half left. I can do this i can do this. OMG no i can’t no i can’t LOL LOL i think im going crazy.

My mom just called speaking of crazy…shes really pissing me off, i guess someone crank called her cell phone or something and so she called me and asked if it was me … i told her no, she said yeah i guess not its a 609 area code. Well if you knew it wasn’t me why the hell would you even call me . And more stuff about when i’ll be home how long all the same old shit thats really pushing me away. Oh well, again, i wish i could just go to mikes house. Actually come to think of it…I really don’t care where i go as long as i get to take a nap. Thats all i want. Is to nap. I hope I can wake up and go over mikes house. I should be able to i just don’t know when or how long im going to sleep. i don’t want to get up until im ready too, which could be an all night thing which might not be that good. I want to see him and i don’t want to be at my moms tonight. I have to get mike up and out of bed anyway on time from now on, how am i supposed to do that if im not there.

Im worried about a friend, im worried about my sister. im worried because im slacking paying my bills. Im worried because there is so much i want to do. And don’t know if i can do it. But im holding it together and thats most imp0rtant i guess. right??

I wish i had a hour and a half stuff to write in here but i don’t. So i guess i’ll go and figure something else out to do.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on June 27th, 2006