When Enough is Enough

Today is another good day, I feel motivated, I finished a big part of my work today, got in a fight with the accountant, so business as usual. Problems going on here but for some reason I don’t care, they are not bothering me in the slightest, im just taking care of them calmly. Doing what I can but not getting upset if i can’t make everyone happy.

The move went….well it went. I forget if I wrote about this already but i don’t think i did. I’ve been so busy. And now im waiting to do the rest of my work until after lunch so i have something to do in the afternoon.
I came out of the move with huge major bruises, no couch and no box spring. But I am thankful that everything else could go, oh and no entertainment center, but those are just replaceable possesions, the important things were in the boxes. So I am thankful. My Aunt is so great to have let me do that. I think my brother is made or jealous because when he left….extra early and didn’t finish helping, he kissed our mom mom good bye but didn’t say a word to my aunt. So i don’t know what that is about, i was just upset he couldn’t stay to help finish and looked pissed off the entire time he was helping, he barley had to lift anything big, mike and i put the couch on the truck …hahahahaa i was proud of myself for that one, it was super heavy and i did it.
I was at my mom’s last night ate then fell asleep then had to wake up and to go mikes because i had to do work and because i wanted to be with him, but that was at like 1015, but it also made the drive easier to work in the morning, im going to go clean the rest of my apartment tonight after work, then go to my mom’s if its not too late i will do some laundry then go over Mike;s im bringing a bunch of outfits so i don’t have to keep going all the way to my mom’s to get clothes everyday just to drive back to Mike’s . I wish I had a key to his place it would make life so much easier. But i doubt he will give me one, but im going to talk to him about it today.
I have to ask my neighbors to get my mail. I will come by every now and then to get it. i changed my address at the post office but they said it could take a while to take place. So thats going to be a pain in the ass.
But so yeah, im much happier lateley, I just have to get to Monday where I get paid…. and i will be fine. We get the DSL internet at my mom’s house on June 12th so i will be able to use my laptop and work from there for the nights i don’t go to mike’s . Plus i’ll be able to write in my blog and chat and email and everything. I will unpack tonight at my mom’s house, everything is still in bins. Then this weekend I have to unpack and get everything set up at mikes house all my art stuff put together in his basement. But by Sunday night everything will be done and finished. I can make it, then i’ll be home free.
I have to call my neurologist and make an appointment there, I have to call the gyn and make and appointment for there, so many doctors and appointments and medicne, costs so much money its a pain in the ass….it really really is. But i can do it. I’ll do the gyn first then the neurologist.
I want to keep writing and writing. So much in my head so much to do. I need to make a list or something i don’t know.
Mike was absolutly great during the move, he really really was, he did exactly what i needed him to…he was there for me, kept his cool when i started to loose mine, never got annoyed or angry at me or anything. It was perfect. Oh and my brother made some weird off the wall comment to mike while we were moving, he said don’t forget you have to do this one more time. And mike i think just said whatever. I guess he meant you better move in with my sister cause that is what she expects. I also have to call dhl to make sure they took the payment out right away. Or else i have 30.00 and no cigarettes, i should of taken 1500 instead of 1000 out on the credit card, but i have to remember I just have to make it until monday. Gatta do work now.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on June 1st, 2006