i finished my work, and i still have two and a half hours to go . Oh my gosh, its just giving me time to dwell. And i have an appointment with Dr. Grosso today, and i really don’t want to go to that. I just want to be home cleaning and [...]
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Ok , so my landlord said he wants to honor the contract of giving 2 months notice…. so hes coming to take pictures on friday of the apartment..which means i have to super clean all week!!!!! But my plan is after friday to start packing and getting stuff in order, and move into my [...]
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Im starting to feel better about the move, i talked to mike, my friend mike, my brother, dinyel, and my mom, and everyone sees this as a good thing, so should i. I will be ok…i know i will. I am going to pray about it and turn it over to God as [...]
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I didn’t even shower today all though i should of. I had enough time, i just didn’t feel like it, and wore the same dirty pants…haven’t done laundry guess i’ll do it tonight. Depressed scared anxious guilty all these feelings, i skipped amy’s last night, i just couldn’t bring myself to go so [...]
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i feel so far away
im loosing him
and i can’t go to him
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So i made the decision that i have to move back in with my mom, i called both her and my step dad to make sure they were ok with it. They were. Thank God…. this is what i need to do finacially. I will miss my apartment and living alone, i [...]
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Ok, now im worried. My car insurance. The bill hasn’t come in yet…but how am i going to pay it. My mom and stepdad yesturday said if i need help to just ask them. I feel horrible, especially going to them. And im not going to mike again….hes helped me [...]
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Ok, i figured out what we’re doing, we are helping the mason person move. Got it. I’ve never met this person, im kind of anxious, somtimes i get really nervous around new people. I dont know anything about him except that mike cares enough to go help him so so do i. [...]
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Its saturday morning, i went over desiree’s last night, then i was supposed to meet up with mike after his party. But his Uncle called him and wanted to go out so i wound up not seeing him. We just talked, i don’t know what is going on for today. He was [...]
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Hello there everyone boys and girls and the like. Ok so im at work, and im here, yup still here…wait for it wait for it….yep still here. I have work to do, i really do. Hmm… wonder why i don’t want to do it. Bordem im guessing, its not the most [...]
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