Amy had me write down 10 things I can do to avoid a break down. And Mike wants me to write a list of things I have to live for. So I will do both and give it to Amy and keep some copies for myself.
1. To make my life everything I […]
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I don’t have my laptop with me . I went away this weekend and I wrote every day, so i will put those entries in tonight. But for today I have to make a list for Amy for 10 things I can do to prevent a break down…so i will do that now.
Home.
1. […]
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Don’t be an inconvience to anyone else, just get through it, don’t talk about it, don’t bother people, just do it yourself. Its not as bad as it seems its all in my very confused tortured mind. I can feel it eating away at me, but i can’t let it, i have to […]
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Well i went to the ER last night….and i didn’t tell them everything i was supposed to. I got scared of being put away. im still a mess today, but have to pull it together on my own.
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my mom just called me and i don’t know if it is because im tired and stressed out, but she just annoyed the shit out of me…. I can’t think about moving and packing at work, that is my goal and she just called to talk about it and kept asking me about what tables […]
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This is the worst week. I have to super pack and work my butt off and not get too emotional so that i can finsih . I have so much to do tonight, then go home and pack. I have to be all finished packing by thursday. Mike and I go […]
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I had a really bad day yesturday, but my mom was there, and really helped me. She came over around 12n and stayed until 8pm, until i went over mike’s so i wouldn’t be alone. I didn’t get much packing done, but we sat and talked and i drank wine. It was […]
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feeling torn, like i want to push everyone away, yet hold them close. Together or alone. Doesn’t seem to be my choice. I come last….always. Thats ok though…i will spend the night here… packing and drinking and crying , and packing and drinking and crying. My mom was going to […]
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So…. my landlord came over this morning, and he said if i can get all of my things out by the 1st of june then i don’t have to pay july’s rent only june. So i have 2 weeks to get all of my things out. I’m going to start tonight getting the […]
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So its morning time, im at work, not much to do again today, already finished 3 quarters of it….waiting till this afternoon to do the rest so i have something to do.
I was supposed to go over mikes last night but i didn’t i fell asleep. I was pissed because i really wanted […]
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