Pissed off and hurt

Today i feel last on his list. Today i feel like im nothing, and when i feel like im nothing i want to run…I want to push him away. i told him that it hurts me sometimes when he works so much and everything but i can handle it. But for whatever [...]

Saturday Morning Rain

Im sitting on the couch watching mindless tv im not really paying attention to. Drinking Baileys and coffee…. making the day go by as slow as possible before work. Its so relaxing but im smoking too many cigarettes cause im just sitting here.
I haven’t heard from mike yet…i texted him and asked if [...]