When Enough is Enough

I am still working out the mother situation. Amy called me back and said that we would devote tonights session to talking about what i should do and how i could handle it. I’m not quite sure anymore what is the right way to handle my mother. Again last night i passed out without writing lol. I had a good rest of my day and night though when we got back from delaware. Mike went out and did food shopping and went to home depot…
I sat there and listed and chatted over the computer to dinyel and my friend mike. I had a couple glasses of wine, them Mike cooked us dinner hhhmm it was so good he suprised me with buying me little neck clams and a little while after dinner opened them for me so i could have them as a snack…hes so good to me im lucky.
So now im at work, this is my lunch break…. writing then i will get back to work so i don’t loose focus and get accomplished what i need to.
I am trying my best to live in the moment instead of letting my problems with my mom consume me…. I can’t let that interfere with my work or the good day im having…My meds are working great.
My boss needed me to convert a special document he needed in a time sensitive matter over to a word document. I’m not that good with word but i did do it with in a hour and he was very happy. Mike helped me out with the things i couldn’t figure out. We work well together, thank God hes around to help me.
I have to fill out my mood chart and i forgot over the weekend, but i can check normal for every day other than some sad moods that were circumstatial. Sorry i can’t spell worth a damn.
Lets see anything else this morning…..I don’t think so. I will just stay focused and happy and be thankful my appointment with Amy is tonight, just in time Mike thinks I should do dinner with them as planned and bring it up face to face with her. My aunt said that if it comes back on her she can handle it and go right back at my mom. I will put it nicely and just bring it up in regular conversation, the worst thing i could do is attack her that will get me no where.
Ok well im going to go now so i don’t dwell on anything…… just happy to be alive and healthy today, feeling very fortunate about my life and thankful.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on April 24th, 2006