When Enough is Enough

I don’t know what about or why, i should be working but im not, can’t need to pull myself out of whatever im getting into and concentrate, im waiting for desiree to get done eating that way we can go outside. She quit smoking but every now and then she’ll come out just to leave her desk for a bit.
I emailed my sister Michelle over 2 weeks ago (the only i just got in contact with recently) and she never wrote back, so i sent her another email asking if she got my last one, and just said i wanted to say hi. I’m wondering if she will ever write back again. But i have decided that if she didn’t i would be ok with that too, atleast i tried.
Just weird things keep entering my mind now all of a sudden i was so happy earlier, not that im not now, but i feel like im walking a tight rope and can slip off at any time….go into a bad place. I just have this acheing in my heart that i can feel, im trying to get rid of it….its annoying me . Oh well….i don’t even know what else to write about except that i just feel like talking. I’ll deal and get back to work, it will be a good distraction anyway.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on April 24th, 2006