When Enough is Enough

April 23, 2006

Still at Delaware, I’ll write about the trip tomorrow, right now im writing in Word, and need to talk about my mother. I got a phone call last night from my aunt Carol asking if I was taking my medicine. Apparently my mom told her I wasn’t . She lied…I think I wrote in here about what she said last time about how I’ve always treated her badly all because I said I didn’t want to come over and take my anxiety out on her. So I guess she wanted revenge and told my aunt that. Truth is I always take my medicine, day and night. I was bad a little while ago, and went to the pysciatrist and got my meds fixed and now I was fine. The reason I recently got anxiety was because of my mother, that’s why I didn’t go over for dinner. I called my aunt today to make sure I could confront my mom about it. I told my aunt that I can’t just let this go…she understood. I’m supposed to go over to my moms this Monday and have dinner, that’s not happening I will stop by to drop off the money I owe her for cigarettes, phone bill, and credit card payment. But that’s it, I’m calling her today to let her know all of this so shes not surprised, that I’m not staying. I can’t take her anymore and have to distance myself from her for my own sanity.
I don’t feel like talking about it anymore I will write more tonight about the happy times I had this weekend.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on April 23rd, 2006