When Enough is Enough

I went to the pysciatrist yesturday after work like i was supposed to. The Dr. Grosso was really nice. He increased my Risperdal to 2 mg at night and 1mg in the morning. I was on 1mg at night and half in the morning. So we will see if this helps. I’m going to call Amy today to tell her we need to go back to every week. i can’t go this long without someone to talk to.
I had PMS this past week, i wonder if it had anything to do with that. hhmm… just a thought i had now that im sitting here crampy and in pain lol.
After the doctors i went to Walgreens to fill my prescription. The neurologist also increased my focalin to 20 mg instead of 10mg, and i needed my xanax filled. So i was there, did some shopping for cereal, milk, soda, i also bought a bunch of stuff for mike’s easter basket that i didn’t do before lol. Then i went back to wait for my prescriptions, they were super busy. I saw Sandra, a woman that used to work at Olive who was really nice. So we sat there and waited and talked and talked. It was good to see her doing well. Shes married now and is doing well as a car sales woman. So that was nice. After about a hour in the store i was walking out and saw a blanket i wanted for 13.00. I normally don’t buy things for myself. But it was blue and big and soft, and thought it would go perfect for my night on the couch….so i did…heheheeee. Went home laid on the couch with my new blanket, my PA(panda bear stuffed animal)….watched law and order and was asleep by 8pm. Mike called me around 10 or so …he was funny, he said this is your wake up and go into bed call and don’t forget to set your alarm…he knows me
I am going to see how i do today, no expectations, not talking myself into or out of anything just going to take minute by minute. I also have a mood chart i have to fill out everyday now. I don’t like the way it is written next week i will bring one that i made up to see if i can use that instead. Cause sometimes i feel one way in the morning and a different way at night…its not just one emotion sometimes all day, and there are tiny blocks you can check off, i don’t like it…but i’ll do it.
Im at work now, decided this will be the first thing i do when i get in in the morning, and then i will try to write every night before i go to bed, i need to keep a regular schedual with it.
Anyway i guess i should work now…i have work tonight at the restruant too, im wondering how i will do money wise…i never do good but maybe tonight will be different.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on April 18th, 2006