today is a good day

So last night i went to work, much anxiety but i went, the bar was dead so i left really early, I went home, took care of the cat litter and trash then i came back to mikes. Where I had red wine and a cigar , Im sitting outside at mikes right now […]

Better

Michael and Dinyel were on instant messanger while i was outside…. so that made me feel better..i’d still be out there except my battery started dying, but getting off of the couch for a while really helped my mood, talking to them and mike. I’m not sad anymore or afraid to go to work, […]

Eileen’s Dream

I was drinking wine last night, a souvion blanc…(excuse my spelling, i don’t feel like getting up and looking at the bottle but you get my drift)….i smoked this cigar. It had a very very powerful smell but almost no taste. And to tell you the truth i was glad. It didn’t […]

Moontrance

I had after I “smokd” and it was blissful. I think I will save those for the next time i do that, they just seemed to go perfectly together. The name is very fitting. This was also a flavorful smoke but exotic and light enough. I loved it, it was my […]

Golden Honey

Nice light flavorful smoke for relaxing, whenever. Had it on the drive back to delaware last weekend with Mike in the car. Wonderful smoke for anytime of the day. If i had one right now i would smoke it. Its saturday morning and im sitting outside while mike works in the […]

Dont want to

There is so much to say but i don’t want to say any of it right now, or yesturday either apparently. .
I came in here anyway hoping it would change my mind. Lets see, lets start with whats on my mind right this very moment. Work. i don’t want to go […]

Great Morning

Well right now im talking on the phone with my mom, but i’ll be able to write better in a minute now my aunt called too…lol brb
So lets see last night i finished what i have, well for the most part, smoked a cigar with mike while watching one of our favorite tv shows….i went […]

yey

Ok so lets see i guess i’ll start from the beginning after work i went to see Amy. We talked about how to handle my mom. I decided to go to dinner then confront her afterwards. So thats what happened, dinner and everything went well and all that…then i just said to […]

still wanting to write

I don’t know what about or why, i should be working but im not, can’t need to pull myself out of whatever im getting into and concentrate, im waiting for desiree to get done eating that way we can go outside. She quit smoking but every now and then she’ll come out just to […]

Wow lots of Part 2’s lately

So i just called my mom and told her i might have to talk to her about something so lets play dinner by ear. She said what do you want to talk to me about, I said i don’t know yet thats what im going to figure out tonight at my conseling. So […]