Still Happy

Other then a slight hangover, I am still happy. My medicine is still working and I am still smiling. It has been days now that i have felt like myself…its amazing. Erin said it could only get better. I can’t picture it getting better than this.

Bipolar

So my sister might be bipoloar and isn’t telling anyone but me. I want to be there for her. She goes to the doctor today to find out definitly and about medicine. She is shocked. I know how she feels and i really wish she didn’t have to go through this. […]

Love

Love is a funny thing, I am sitting with Mike at his house, drinking wine, which i might say is interesting on my medicine….doesn’t take much. All i want to do is to tell him how much i love him, is to kiss him for hours. I can’t do that…he is busy.
Alot has […]

So I left work early tonight, besides the fact that it was dead i was so out of it my manager said that my tables probably thought i was high. I couldn’t even walk right. So i called mike to tell him when im done, he hasn’t called back yet, that was 20 […]

Tired Today

Im supposed to keep track of how i feel throughout the week so when i go back to the doctor’s on wednesday i can tell if the medicine is helping me. I am very tired which i think is contributing alot to my being unproductive today. im writing in my blog instead of […]

Feb.9, 2005

Today I feel very shaky. Out of it and very tired. Not anxious but my heart feels like it is racing and hurts. I can’t tell if it because im tired or not.