When Enough is Enough

Im so tired. I feel like that is the only thing i ever say…i had to leave work today because of it and i felt sick…i went to the bathroom multiple times, but in general i started falling asleep as soon as i sat down at my desk. I slept all day and if i didn’t have to do work, i would be sleeping all night. As soon as i’m done i’m going to bed though. I have to be productive at work tomorrow.

Mike and I are doing well. He is just as great as he was when we met. We decided our anniversay will be on August 1, 2005. We kinda just picked a day around the time when i got over my “i don’t want to talk to you anymore” phase. We were close before that. I’m waiting for him to get done dinner with his dad and brother then im going to go over there. I hate not being with him, i really do. I just sit here looking at the clock…I don’t know if that is a good thing or a bad thing. I am assuming bad, atleast I don’t get as upset as i used to. I used to cry when he left, now im sad but not devastated. I practically live there at this point. I am never home…really the only night i am home are tuesdays after work. I love him .

I talked to Frank the other day and told him (i think again) that i had a boyfriend. He asked if i was happy and i said yes. It felt good to tell him, he still wants to hang out with me. Part of me would but the biggest part of me would never , i wouldn’t ever want to do that to mike. EVER. That would hurt him so bad and i just can’t do that. I could never hurt him intentionaly.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on January 26th, 2006