When Enough is Enough

I was just working, then went to lay in bed, it is 445pm….and all i want to do is be in bed and never wake up. I am dreading tomorrow…all the horrible anxiety is back and I have to figure out a way to make it work, my job depends on it. And the only reason i need this job is because of the health benifits…also, there is no one that could replace me. If i leave they have no one. So i have to make it work. I keep telling myself that it will be ok, but deep down i don’t believe myself.
I forced myself to get up…I can’t do this…i can’t be held prisinor. I am waiting for mike to call

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on January 8th, 2006