When Enough is Enough

So I was filling out my myspace account because im going to be helping mike with getting models to shoot…and they asked questions like “about me”. I don’t know what to say. It is really annoying not to know yourself. Things like that constantly remind me. I have no idea what to say. I feel like … empty. I feel like other than being silly I don’t know anything about myself. I like art, and i paint…but i don’t even do that that much anymore…I feel like there is nothing to me. I don’t see what Mike sees in me sometimes. Maybe I do have a personality i just don’t know what it is. Maybe other people see it but i sure don’t. I am feeling very badly about myself in general right now due to work and this up coming week. I don’t know how i am going to get through it on top. Because i will definitly get through it…im not going to die…but whether i get through it with a good result is a different story. Oh well. I don’t want to even think about it anymore.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on January 8th, 2006