i told him i wanted to come over to try and keep my mind off of things, and being with him always makes me feel better. I don’t know…i hate waiting. Waiting gives me anxiety…i keep looking at the clock he said hour , hour and a half. im trying not to be impatient. i don’t quite know what else to say. This feeling is suffocating and overwhelming and most of all painful. I can’t breath i can’t eat i can’t just be.

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