Ok so here it is….. i have all this stuff going on in my head, for the first time in a very long time i can say that i am happy…and why you might ask. Its because i left work early Thursday morning and called out on friday…i didn’t even go to the restraunt. […]
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Im so tired. I feel like that is the only thing i ever say…i had to leave work today because of it and i felt sick…i went to the bathroom multiple times, but in general i started falling asleep as soon as i sat down at my desk. I slept all day and […]
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So i went to the funeral yesturday for my great aunt. It was weird to see all these people I was related to and not know who they were. My brother did know some of them, others i don’t even think he knew. I don’t remember any of them today except 2 […]
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So I just found out my great aunt died. She is one of the few family members that I remember and I like. I cried when i first found out…now i just feel sad and weird, like i don’t quite know what to do with my feelings, i really hate this feeling. […]
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i am at work and can’t concentrate…overwhelmed once again. I don’t know what to do. I feel as though i can’t complete my job out of lack of knowledge. Oh well i guess i will keep trying to figure it out. Oh boy oh well, whatever, atleast i will have mike […]
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So I was filling out my myspace account because im going to be helping mike with getting models to shoot…and they asked questions like “about me”. I don’t know what to say. It is really annoying not to know yourself. Things like that constantly remind me. I have no idea what […]
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i told him i wanted to come over to try and keep my mind off of things, and being with him always makes me feel better. I don’t know…i hate waiting. Waiting gives me anxiety…i keep looking at the clock he said hour , hour and a half. im trying not to […]
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I was just working, then went to lay in bed, it is 445pm….and all i want to do is be in bed and never wake up. I am dreading tomorrow…all the horrible anxiety is back and I have to figure out a way to make it work, my job depends on it. And […]
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Happy New Year. Oh boy…2006 go figure. I worked last night at the restraunt….. but thankfully I got done at 11pm and was at Mike’s in time for midnight…had some wine he smoked a cigar we danced and laughed ….. just where and what i wanted to be doing. I have a […]
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