I’m desperatly trying to avoid my borderline problem. I am trying not to hurt him, trying not to push him away. This could get exhausting for him if i can’t control it.
I was thinking of what a doctor in one of the hospitals told me. They said that it would take 10 […]
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Paranoia…..bad visions of horrible things happening, death and mike leaving me
Lack of memory…I can’t remember anything …. focusing isn’t that bad, its that i can’t remember things 2 seconds after im told them or do them. I am terrified everytime i leave the house and think my house is going to burn down….its horrible.
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I haven’t written in awhile. Bad memory…forgot i had a blog hehehee….i drove all the way to the drug store today to refill medicine that i had already refilled. oh well…go figure. time i guess, my mind is quiet preoccupied. Work is draining me and making me depressed, i just wonder if […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on December 26th, 2005 | No Comments »
I’m at work and techically on my lunch break, im starving, im waiting for mike to get off of the phone so we can go pick up chinese food. I got my car back today that was nice. it looks so pretty and shiny….whole new bumper oh boy. I got used […]
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The past couple of days i have either forgot to or took my meds late. I think it is messing me up. I feel really weird…kinda depressed. I’m so tired, although i slept and slept well. I am dreading every day that i have to work, and every day that i […]
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So tomorrow I do the prep for the test. I am not looking forward to it. I hope they give me the prescription because it is 2 months old…i don’t know the rules on that. Oh well whatever they can always call the doctor or something i hope. I hope they […]
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So he just left and i cried. I cried because im stressed out and worried about the tests and work my car, the holidays. I cried because he was in pain and i hate to see him that way. I cried because he had to leave and i just wanted to be […]
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I wasn’t busy at work tonight and i didn’t make alot of money .. Now i’m stressed out because it gave me just enough time to think about everything that is going on. Mike is coming over, he is sore from stacking wood and doing leaves all day so I will make him […]
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Not much to say, i slept late by accident, i stayed over mike’s last night and we were up until like 330am playing games. It was fun, it was nice to just hangout with him. I went home around 10 i think and went back to bed until 1pm. I got some […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on December 3rd, 2005 | No Comments »
I am thankful it wasn’t worse….. I got in a car accident and it wasn’t as bad as it could of been….a person ran a red light and no one was hurt thank GOD. too tired to write more….
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