I’ve decided i think i know why i used to think that i “loved” people. Im sure there are many, but i believe one of them is that i had all this love inside of me. I wanted to put it somewhere share it with someone. I think that i would just [...]
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Its friday night, after work, its 1230am . Work was hard and work was long and trying, but again, i made it through some how. One more day….I can do it. I’ve come this far. One more day of being at the store and doing hard core work. We have [...]
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Yeah today i dreaded. But i got through it, its funny being on this side, the end of the night, looking back on how much i didn’t want today to come. Now it is almost past, and it wasn’t as bad as i thought it would be. I made progress. Which [...]
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I don’t understand, well i might, it kinda just dawned on me. I had a really rough day at work, very stressful, and tomorrow promises to be worse. I was happy calm cool and collected throughout the whole thing though. It was amazing, i suprised myself at how well i handled the [...]
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Seeing the note
From the flowers
You sent
From what seems like so long ago
Made my heart break and rejoice
All at the same time
You are gone for the moment
I yearn for your return
Running on caffeine and cigarettes
Extremely small amounts of food
Medication
And a deep pressing numbness on my heart
I charge onward
For what choice do I have
My hopes are set [...]
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