Distance makes the heart grow fonder
What a about a distant heart
Not a wandering one
Not a cold one
Just distant
Again never in this situation
this territory before
Will it come back
Will it grow close again
Maybe the difference is
Its not a distant heart
Its a distant mind
Its not like all the other times
Im not distant because the love is fading
But because […]
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Life or death
It really is
Oh my it hurts
How do you make it stop
How do i make this lump in my throat disapear
How do i make the everlasting pain in my stomach
Stop
Stop
Stop the thoughts
Stop the agony
Why can’t i live
Free and clear
Without having to drown my fears
Alcohol
I’ll throw up
My test is tomorrow its not an option
Pills
I’m scared […]
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Perfect yet disatrerous.
Live and love in the moment.
Trying so hard
To push the awful thoughts out and let the good in
To accept that at the moment there is nothing that i can do about anything so why worry about it .
Honestly
All i am doing is making it worse on myself may as well enjoy the few […]
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This was my email to him a few seconds ago. THIS IS A BITCHING SESSION READ AT YOUR OWN RISK BTW
i feel like all of my insecurities are coming out because of work. I am doubting things that have nothing to do with anything, that i never would normally doubt. I am […]
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Wow it never ends, seriously if it wasn’t for work i would be so very happy.
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i’m so sure he knocked on my door last night right as i was wondering if i was going to get to see him. WOW! That was the best suprise ever…seriously We took a shower and had sex 3 times. Once in the shower and twice in bed. It was […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on November 7th, 2005 | 2 Comments »
WaWa mission accomplished. He texted me that he is on the espressway. I forgot he flew into Atlantic City. I don’t know how long that takes…i forget what 45 min? There shouldn’t be traffic right? Hope not. So yeah probably another hour atleast till i see him. He […]
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As with the end of every day this week, i never thought this moment would come. This being the biggest out of all never ending days. It is 1015 pm, he has landed, last i heard he was still on the plane. I was going to go over to his houese dispite […]
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And then i gave up. And love found me in the last place i thought and the last place i wanted to find it. Now i’ve been swept away, everyday is a new day.
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