When Enough is Enough

Bipolar Pyscosis or however it is spelled. I found out the official name tonight. I saw Erin and i told her what has been happening to me and that it has not gotten better. Today it was i was trying to get out of the back door at work by using my car thingy, i kept pressing unlock and didn’t know why the office door wouldn’t open. It took me a bit to realize what i was doing. Every day it is something where after i realize whats going on i realize for however long i wasn’t realizing. Oh well, Erin said i could take the risperdal in the morning too instead of the abilify and gave me xanax or however you spell it for anxiety. They gave me the generic brand at the pharmacy, I hope it doesn’t matter. I’ve never had it prescribed before, my mom would give them to me but thats just about it. She was going to give me ativan and although i would like that it really makes me sleepy and i need something i can function at work with.
Speaking of work, shit, oh yeah, another big deal came in with a world wide company that wants to see thier industrial equiptment through us, i have to go to the plant on monday to take pics and stuff. My boss said he would come too, and if not that Mike could go. I’ve been there with my boss once before and after that he said i wasn’t to go alone ever. It is warehouse after warehouse filled with guys. Its nice that he is looking out for me, plus it is such a big deal I really want someone else to be there incase i feel over whelmed. This could be great for when we have franchises in other states, our company could partner up with thier company to sell thier stuff if it goes well. I will do my best and atleast i learned from going out to the bar the pics and info i need. The guy that is interested in buying our store is coming tomorrow at 11 and is going to work in the store for a few hours or the whole day to get a feel for what it is like working there to see if he wants it. I have to walk him through auctions and our software and all that. I am confident that i can do all that except for the descriptions. One of my employess is going to be there i might work it somehow so he can show the guy that part, oh well it will be fine. I have to stop stressing.
Well im getting sleepy, my sister is coming tomorrow so thats fun i will get to see her. I hope my house is ok for them, i don’t think i will be able to see them very much but atleast i will get to see them some.

Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on November 23rd, 2005