I feel so sensitive lately. This whole week i have been getting upset about things i normally don’t. Things with him are bothering me…not bothering me but hurting my feelings where they normally wouldn’t…I hope this is just one of those things and will pass. I hope im not so in […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on November 30th, 2005 | No Comments »
Hm….
Waiting for a response on something I asked him, I guess that will determine the immediate action of this entry.
I went to the bar after work and had 2 bailys and coffee…i told him i was there. I just called him and he asked me if i just go back from the bar. […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on November 28th, 2005 | 1 Comment »
Its different now, I am listening to Lisa Loeb, the Fire Cracker album. I used to be able to relate to all these songs, now i can’t i know at one time i did, but now its not all about relationships not working and lonliness. I mean I love her voice, and i […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on November 27th, 2005 | No Comments »
I love and hate the night. I love the night because i am usually up and ready to go, but i hate it when i’m alone. Maybe its just something about coming home from the restraunt late at night to an empty house. I never really know what to do with myself. […]
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I am hanging in there, excited about lunch tomorrow with people i really care about, not so excited i have to go to work first and after, im going out tonight with mike, i want to go to out , mike just texted me that he got pulled over. I think he still has […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on November 26th, 2005 | No Comments »
Today my heart aches….it hurts so bad, i miss him, for selfish reasons i need him hear. I need to sit on his bed and talk to him, i need to feel his soft hands and the way he used to look down into his coffee…….but i watched him suffer so badly, i […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on November 25th, 2005 | No Comments »
Happy Thanksgiving.
I woke up today sad. Holidays are hard as those who read this can relate I know. I just want you to know that I am thinking about you.
Im confused a lot and i dont know why. This year will be world war three at my mom’s house for dinner and […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on November 24th, 2005 | 1 Comment »
Bipolar Pyscosis or however it is spelled. I found out the official name tonight. I saw Erin and i told her what has been happening to me and that it has not gotten better. Today it was i was trying to get out of the back door at work by using my […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on November 23rd, 2005 | No Comments »
Ok so last night i went over mikes house i wasn’t going to stay the night, i went over there to do work actually. but i had a glass of Arbor Mist wine hahahaha ok maybe 2 and a half, and i fell asleep on his couch after i was done working then […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on November 21st, 2005 | No Comments »
Good times yeah, i guess that medicine Abilify didn’t sit very well with me. It was sooooo anxious all week since i started taking it, i couldn’t breathe, i couldn’t stop crying, i felt like i was about to do something stupid, and it was much worse than it had been even when it […]
Filed under: No More Egg Rolls on November 21st, 2005 | 1 Comment »
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