Yesturday was a good day. Today is a better day. Inch by inch i work my way back up to where i love to be. Smiling laughing loving everything without worry. No crying No screaming No scratching No begging No pleading for it to all be over. Right now I […]
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How can you want to die
when you’re already dead
Now you just want to hurt
So that you may feel
Pain
Self inflicted
Is better than the numbness
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Damn it, i’ve decided no matter what i had to do today to get done what i need to i’m gonna do it…even if it means writing in this thing every half hour. I made a goals list before i took a shower. I know i am redundant in this thing and i […]
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I have been thinking about the past lately. My memory is shot for the most part, whether it be long term or short term. At this point if I don’t write it on a sticky note in huge letters, it doesn’t get done. Also if the note isn’t in 5 places […]
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I hate everything about myself right now. I have not felt so disgusted by myself in forever…so absolutly horrible i don’t know what to do …… i just want the pain to stop. Im getting tired of waiting. I can’t take it anymore….its so hard. When i hurt…..I hurt others. […]
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Painting the Pain Away
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I am sitting on my couch, crying, crying because im foolish. Crying because I know how i am, but i can never see things coming. I know the end result but when im on the path there i can never tell until the end result appears.. I feel like i have […]
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I was so happy today and then I came home and my internet was off…I couldn’t turn on my desktop computer and I have to do work. Guy 1 ( I use Guy 1 just incase someone reads this that I know, and it isn’t fair of me to publicly use someone’s name without […]
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